Mixed feelings...

I have a lot of things going through my mind at the moment. The wedding, health issues amongst my family and my partner's family, money issues, and now my sister.... argh... So tiring.

I wish I can just disappear into thin air and not having to deal with all this. I don't know whether I am capable to deal with all this. I don't know whether I am strong enough.

What have I done wrong to deserve this?